Precious Thoughts...

2006-12-25T17:34:00.000+08:00

i have shifted!!!

Hey pple i have moved my blog to another site. Do check out there and leave your messages=)

www.wretch.cc/blog/vonliverpool

vonnie

2006-12-14T01:58:00.000+08:00

holiday

Yup i am having holiday right now. it has been abt 2 wks since the last day of my exams. hmmm.. spent most of my time helping out in my parents' shop cos my dad is not feeling well. so only managed to make 2 pairs of earrings and 1 necklace. I need to make MORE!

this morning me n my sis brought my dad to Mount Elizabeth to see the doctor. orthopaedic...... apparently my dad is suffering from some spine problem. some parts of the joints have degenerated...so he went to take X-ray... next week i need to bring him to the hospital again. realli hope dad can get well soon. realli sad to see him suffering from the pain, then my mum oso suffer cos she needs to work alone most of the time. i know it is realli tiring for both of them. just hope that they can jia you! some times i just wish that i shd have studied in msia so that i will know malay then i can help them out better. Now i cannot realli help them much cos i dunno Malay so i dunno the terms to those food. feel so stupid ... i guess i can only try to encourage them by being with them.

today is the first day of the mini trip me n yin have planned for my little sis and her frens. hahha... but sth cropped up!!! yin got food poisoning last night in my msia hse. hahaha.... she woke me up in the middle of the night and said she need to see a doctor cos she had diarrhoea for many times. then this morning she had a high fever. So i had to bring the 3 gals to yvonne sim's fashion show alone. it was alright. yvonne's fashion show is fantastic man! love the black dress and the black umbrealla that she made. realli cannot understand how they can sew out a DRESS?! anw GOOD JOD gal! oh yah i saw Si Han too. haha... great to see her doing wat she is realli good at. rmb in JC she was out creative director. she can realli draw and design very well. she used to design our t-shirts.

ok i think i need to slp le. take care!

2006-12-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

the truth

always thot that i knew wat exactly happened to you.
BUT i was wrong....
i guess you never realli want me to know AND you gave me another story.
this is SAD.

it was all about ME, my actions.
Yes perhaps i did said sth wrong but for the rest of it i absolutely disagree with wat you said.
it was hurtful for the accuse.
you may say that you were having emotional problems, but your words have hurt me.

i juz feel that it was too overly sensitive.

no matter wat, you are still the best person to hang out with. i guess it is juz common to have some arguments. i wun tok abt this anymore. forget it...

2006-11-21T01:09:00.000+08:00

the food and my family......

2006-11-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

The Surprise

20th November 2007.....i think i will never gonna forget this bdae....
have been constantly celebrating for 3 days...haha... mostly by my dearest cousin. went dinner with my aunt n cousin on saturday at Billy Bombers....ate a lot. then Sunday....my cousin told me she will buy cake for me...ok so i was like studying in my room while listening to my new iPOD video....then suddenly at ard 5 plus p.m. somebody knocked on my door..then i turned and i saw my mum and sis standing at my door! "Happy BIRTHDAY!" i was shocked. i think in my brain i was wondering...what is this? why am i seeing my mum n my sis? then i realise that they came to celebrate my bdae all the way from msia...cos this year i cannot go back msia for my bdae (cos of exams).... i was so touched and shocked that i cried. hahhaa.... cannot control at all! then i saw my dad and my younger sis and my future sister-in-law. so happy that all of them came especially my dad...cos his legs are hurt and he still came to celebrate my bdae. my mum n sis cooked lots of food and brought them here. realli happy!!!! i still cannot believe that it realli happened. love my family!

so many frens msg me to wish me too. To all my frens, THANK YOU. To my family, A BIG BIG THANK YOU. i love you all!

oh yah juz now Joyce came too. i must say that the strawberry cake that she baked is realli nice. yummy!!!!! thank you gal! and even vineson called me...haha... reallli miss all my frens suddenly. must realli meet them after exams.

though my bdae is in the midst of exam, i am still happy. i realli feel that i am very fortunate. have a wonderful family and nice frens.

last but not the least, to my dearest fatty gal cousin, thank you for cooking so many things for me tonight. realli very full.... love the huge card that u made. gd luck for ur exam!

2006-11-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

1 down

Jap exam is finally over...it was alright, not very difficult. at least i could write the essay. the question was "watashi no tomodachi" meaning my frens or my fren. so i wrote my fren...guess who i wrote...haha...Joe Ann!!! yes that's u. the essay has to be at least 15 sentences..so i had to crap using the limited vocabulary that i have learnt in this semester. haha...

well finally i bought iPOD video. i was actually thinking of getting iPOD nano the 4GB one pink colour...then i think n think , ask n ask...in the end i chose the video. hope i wun regret. i will definitely bring it to US if i am gg to the exchange. this is the present i got for myself for my upcoming bdae. hahha...

oh yah, received the 5th present today. from my dearest cousin. guess wat she bought me a set of hair styling dryer...the ones to make different types of curl, straightener...i think we r gg to play with our hair later. haha... 1st present was from my mum then from my C25 gang, then my dad gave me hongbao..hahah.....my godmother too as usual. then my cousin. actually it is not my bdae yet but i already received so many gifts....hahah...at least this makes me feel happier after knowing that i will be having a paper on my BDAE!!! *sian* but nevermind....it is not the first time anyway. i rmb i had a paper on my bdae during o levels. it was the last paper...i think it was A maths...it was so fun ! cos after the paper me n my frens went town n we ate sushi...watch Harry Potter...and it was the end of O levels.....never did i realise that it was just a moment of happiness cos a month later i am in JC and back to the same vicous cycle of having exams! hahahah.... exams never end!

2006-11-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa

juz had my Japanese oral test. it went so fast that i did not have time to think. haha.... but i think it was not too bad, at least my tutor was smiling and nodding his head when i answered. haha.... but when the whole test ended ( only 5 minutes), my heart was beating reali fast. realli happy that it is over. yiPPEE!!!

today is the last day of school. which oso means that it is the beginning to final exam. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! i hate exams. but what can i do? just STUDY LOH! sick*

oh yah i juz received Lynn's mail. Send her a mail yesterday telling her that i maybe gg to look for her in New York next semester. haha....glad she replied me so soon cos she dun realli reply our mails. Joe ann is applying for the exchange too. probably gg to Ohio State uni which is like very near to Michigan tech leh. but the sad thing is she will only be there in July next year and by the time she goes, i will be back in spore. cannot meet there liao.

i am still waiting for the reply from US. hmmm... pray realli hard that i can get it. my frens told me that i am really daring to apply this program and go there alone. well, yes i am realli mad but i guess this is my dream and my passion. it is juz one of my aims in life. though i am realli scared, i tell myself that i can make it on my own. Like what Joe Ann told me, you will make frens when u r there. so...not to worry! haha.... Yi Ping and Fiona are gg to Georgia Tech uni which is like further away from me. hope i can meet them there.

my eyes are so dry now... the silly me forgot to bring my specs...actually i have two pair and guess wat, i left BOTH in msia. so this whole week, i have been wearing my contact lens till midnight. OUCH! it is realli uncomfortable. the first thing that i will do when i reach my msia home tmr is to take off the contact lens and wear my specs!

2006-11-02T01:39:00.000+08:00

flu and cough

felt so weak these few days, cos i am down with flu and cough. caught cold when i was in Turkey and now i am still sneezing. getting better slightly.... but still woke up with a heavy head every morning. still feel sleepy everyday. is this Jet Lag? i wonder.

anw i have finally submitted the INSTEP documents on tuesday. Jeanne told me that they will be sending the documents to IIE so now i will have to wait for their reply to confirm my exchange status. for now i can leave my exchange stuff aside cos there are many things waiting for me to do.....AGAIN!

tests as usual.....this sat i will have fluids quiz, next week, Jap Oral and listening test. then the other week..... my final exam will start!!!! oh my god! this is just so fast. this time i will have a paper on my birthday. How sad can this be? the first time that i wun be spending my bdae with my family. the worse thing is that paper is at 5-7p.m!!! wat a timing.

well i am supposed to be studying down..just taking a break...but now i am feeling sleepy again. guess i will doze off in a short time later. *Yawns*

2006-10-30T02:10:00.000+08:00

My family!!!! so colourful=)

2006-10-30T02:08:00.000+08:00

At the Grand Bazzaar. Took pic with a Turkish guy together with my sis. See the keychains behind.... they are thousands of shops which sell abt the same things in the bazzaar!!!

2006-10-30T02:06:00.000+08:00

At the memorial place of Ataturk..founder of Turkey...He is on the Turkish notes

2006-10-30T02:05:00.000+08:00

Penis Valley...haha...weird name rite...but you noe why? cos the structures look like penis....lots of them.

2006-10-30T02:02:00.000+08:00

in Cappadocia....All these are the lava that flow out after the volcano erupted and they formed those shapes...many of them ard the area.

2006-10-30T01:59:00.000+08:00

crawling through the cave....the ancient Christians actually lived inside....really impressive!

2006-10-30T01:57:00.000+08:00

me and my cousin on the coach.....

2006-10-30T01:56:00.000+08:00

Amphitheatre..realli huge...

2006-10-30T01:53:00.000+08:00

Can you see the tiny me together with my sister Eva?

2006-10-30T01:51:00.000+08:00

Blue Mosque

2006-10-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

My Trip to Turkey

Hey pple i am back in Singapore le. Was busy unpacking my luggage, printing all my notes, arranging my notes, etc. Turkey is fun, definitely a good trip for me to relax and have fun..forgetting all my school work.

flew for 7 plus hrs from Spore to Dubai then transit flight to Istanbul which took another 4 plus hrs. Spent most of the time watching movies...Devil wears Prata, Little Man, Just my Luck, Cars, Lake House, Click, Titanic, Nacho Libre... haha... lots of movies to catch. The weather in Turkey is cold..ard 15 degrees celsius. The coldest day was at 9 degrees.... The pple there are very nice and friendly (except those in the Turkey Airport..have attitude problems). Surprisingly the Turkish guys and gals look very handsome n pretty. They look like Malay mix with caucasians. haha... Most of the pple there can speak English so it was good when we go shopping. Oh another thing good abt Turkey is it is quite a clean ctry. Almost all the toliets that i went..they r clean.

Basically we went to different states in Turkey...the bigger cities are Istanbul and Ankara...lots of houses packed together..but the smaller cities like cappadocia, Kudasai, etc, there are many mountains, ruins, lakes..... Turkey is also a very liberal country. They actually have a museum called Saint Sophia which consists of two religions in it. Christianity and Islam... Jesus, Virgin Mary and the Prophet...all of them are craved on the walls of the building. Our tour guide Cengiz said that this is very common in Turkey... The religions can live together. I visited the home of Virgin Mary too. It was one of the homes that she has stayed before. A realli respected and soleum place. Out of all the places i love cappadocia the most. The place is really beautiful. Can't describe it , just look at the pic u will know. Oh yah..we went to watch Belly dancing too. it was really fun especially when we went out to dance together and was freezing cold when we danced outside. And not forgetting Danny Uncle who was dancing solo... haha... he danced really well with his big belly! haha.... Thumbs UP for him!!!

We oso went to the 2nd largest shopping centre in Europe--Cevahir..it is in Istanbul. well it is like Takashimaya..just that it has many more branded stuff. But realli expensive so din get to buy much things there. THe food in Turkey is alright. Got used to it after sometime. the pple there like to eat meat a lot. Kebarb.... beef, lamb, chicken..... i love the chicken...realli tender n nice. Oiishi!!! Bought the eye charm that xin asked me to buy. They are selling it everywhere. It is said that the eye charm will protects you from evil and brings you luck.

Something surprised happened during the trip. My professor actually called me! he told me that he wan to help me to extend my dateline for submission and he did it. so now i have more time to get all my things approved. Maybe he saw my mail and regretted not helping me? i dunno... but at least for now i shall forgive him..since he seems to be doing something for me. Good luck to me then... hope nothing bad crops up again.

On the whole the trip is nice. But now i am back in spore le.....piles of things waiting for me to finish. I MISS TURKEY!

2006-10-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

the Bad Day

hey guys i am not going to the exchange le. i gave up the last chance. I was very sad juz now. sad that i have put in so much effort to get all the documents done but yet CKCHONG told me that he cannot approve my subjects. i was given the notification that i was shortlisted on wed night and i need to hand in all documents today. and this morning i have a test. so everything was juz packed together. i did this, i did that, i slept at 6a.m n woke up at 7a.m. I did all these juz to get my documents done and yet he rejected me! in the first place he was the person who told me that the subjects that i chosen were suitable and are ok. So i NEVER expected that he will reject my subjects. i realli suspect that he never asked the other professors whether my subjects are ok during the first round of application. Only NOW then he asked them!!!!! HALO! in such a short period of time then he asked!!!! how am i suppose to email the oversea Prof and expect them to return my mail on the SAME DAY!

i guess this is my fate, my destiny. why must they shortlist me in the first place. they should not have given me the hope. I really did a lot le but i still cannot get it. this is what life is all about.

But i really wanna thank those of you who have given me the support and congrats me when i told u all i got shortlisted. Thank you very much. Dun worry abt me ok. i will be fine. I may try again next year. but hopefully the coordinator can be changed. was really disppointed with him, always thot that he is a nice man. maybe he is nice, but not helpful. Oh yah..must oso thank the profs who approved my electives.

Well in a few hrs time i will be flying to Turkey le. I guess this is a really right time for me to leave the country to relax after all that have happened. See you guys when i come back ok.

2006-10-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

quiz..quiz...and more quizzes

when is this cycle going to end? week after week i am having quizzes. the worse will be when it is together with a formal lab report. sometimes juz can't breathe. was rather stressed up last week for thermo and bio tests.... slept for so few hrs... was in the cab back msia ..felt like crying loh. cos my head was aching so badly that i felt realli weak. perhaps it was the haze's fault too. but i am realli glad to have gone back home. at least it could rest for a day before i overload myself once again.

well took a break yesterday night after the test. it was great watching TV without any worries. but i am greedy..it is not enough. today i am back to the cycle...need to prepare for the friday test. so reluctant to start my work... BUT reality is cruel... i juz have to study. SIAN! jia you vOn!

2006-10-09T03:01:00.000+08:00

beauty and the beast

well listening to this song right now. apparently my younger sis included this song in our player. well it is a nice song. realli reminds me of my childhood, reading and watching those Disney shows. till now i still enjoy watching the Disney channel. hahah... i just caught a new Disney original movie "Read it and Weep it" on the TV. it is alright. i prefer the "High School Musical". The singing was awesome. think my favourite show would be Casper. realli hope i can watch it again. it is the movie kind. i rmb in the end, Casper the cute little ghost turned into a handome guy. wow that guy was like so cute. that was what i rmb ...hahah... but dun realli rmb his looks. still rmb the show has lots of weird machines that can do lots of things. is this under Disney? hmm... no idea.

2006-10-05T01:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Once More
by The Carpenters

When I was young
I’d listened to the radio
Waitin’ for my favorite songs
Waiting they played I’d sing along
It made me smile
Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they’d gone
But they’re back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well
(*) every sha-la-la-la
Every wo-wo-wo
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they’re starting to sing’s
So fine
When they get to the part
Where he’s breakin’ her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It’s yesterday once more
Lookin’ back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed
It was songs of love thatI would sing to then
And I’d memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away
Repeat (*)
All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry
Just like before
It’s yesterday once more
Repeat (*)

Realli love listening to this song. Guess it is my favourite oldies. Think i am going to buy the album. Hope i can find it.

feeling tired right now..actually i shd say the whole day. slept for only 3 hrs last night cos i was doing my assignment and studied for test. In the end i fell aslp during my lectures today. Now i am getting sleepier....*yawns* realli envy my cousin cos she has 3 day week only. and the 3 days are not long too. then she only has 2 final exam papers to take. how i wish i can be like that. hahah... i doubt i will ever get such a good timetable....cannot imagine my year 4.... doing the FYP.

well, wanna lie on my bed down. tata~

2006-10-02T16:22:00.000+08:00

yawns

a bit sleepy now...

i am in SBS computer lab now...was trying to do my computing assignment but i could not complete many questions. it i juz too tough le. shall wait for serene to teach me then...wait for her answers too.hhahaha...

break has juz ended. it passed so fast. did realli do many things. but i must admit that i did slack . only did computing assignment and my lab report. the rest of the time, i was sleeping or watching tv.

anw last saturday, i went to ah ling's wedding. wow cannot believe that she is married. we were like childhood frens but not very very close lah. at least our parents are good frens. anw happy for her too lah...juz hope that her husband will be nice to her=) everyone was asking my sister when she is getting married. haha.. so funny. pls lah..she is only 24 yrs old leh..why get marry so early? maybe because she has a very steady bf. but my sis did say that she shd be getting married in this few years time.

yawns....have another 2hr tutorial later.--Japanese. think getting back my jap paper too. dunno how i fare. tonight we will be celebrating Ashley's bdae. Happy Belated Birthday gal!!!! hope she will like the pressie that i chose for her. well think i gtg le. TATA!!!

2006-09-21T12:44:00.000+08:00

tired

my eyes are half open as i type this entry. have been studying and studying...had computing lesson juz now. it is really tough leh. juz cannot figure out how to program a mathematical function. in the end only cause my eyes to hurt after staring at the computer for 2 and the half hrs. now i am back in computer lab again...to study for my saturday quiz. yet another tough module this semester. hope i can at least write down a few scoring points on that day. will have jap test later too. shall revise it later i guess. week after week, i am having quizzes. finally next week i can have a break..yet i have tonnes of work to do too. formal lab report, computing assignment, study for the tests, tutorials, etc. never ending work. oh yah one more month and i am flying again to Turkey. shd be going if nothing is wrong with Turkey. yes, i will miss my lessons. but think is ok ba. not quiz or lab on that week. finally after 2 years i can go overseas with my family again. past 2 years i had exams during the Hari Raya period. so i missed both trips. this year, Hari Raya is earlier so i can go with them but will miss lessons lah.well think i have to get back to work ....gg for lesson soon le. tata~~~

2006-09-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

result

have been so anxious to get the result for my exchange application. xin called me on friday and told me that she got the exchange and will be going Korea. reali happy for her but i din receive on friday. well had a bad feeling since then. so this morning i checked my mail and got the notification. kind of expected a little, i din get the exchange. but there will be another selection in october. so i have another chance of trying.

yes i am sad that i din get it since it has always been my dream to study overseas especially in UK. actually i planned to go UK after i graduate from NTU . However it costs a lot. so i changed to this exchange program since i dun have to spend that much and still can spend some time over there. that's why i am so keen and getting it. but now..... i lost this first chance. i told myself i wun give up. there is still another chance waiting for me. even if i can't get it for the second round, i will try itgain next year...or even the summer studies program.

juz dun belive that i wun get it. sometimes i juz feel a little unlucky in this kind of stuff.... in almost all the important registration, i will bound to meet up with problems. in sec 3, i got the wrong class. in sec 4, i got posted to the school that i dun wan. wanted to go NUS chem engine but din get it too. timetable, schools, all these registration stuff.... i am always so unlucky.

sometimes i juz dun understand why do i wan to spend so much time pursuing something and end up not gettingthe result that i want. give up? i dun bear to do it. so always end up being sad and feel stupid.

2006-09-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

pls save our country!

i am saying this on behalf of all malaysians, all those whom have been robbed, all those whom have been injured , all those whom have sacrificed.... can somebody juz help our country? sad to say the government is doing NOTHING!!! the police are the worst! actually does Malaysia have policemen? i have heard of so many different crime cases carried out in recent years. RECENT YEARS! you know whom i pointing to? it was not like this in the past? what has happened?

just a moment ago my uncle was being robbed. his car was being stopped and two men juz went up to his car. one with a GUN and the other a parang knife. can you believe this? A GUN!!!! in the first place where did that idiot get the gun from? so my uncle had to open the door. The person pointed the gun at his face..asked for money. so he got robbed and hit on the face . one moment i juz saw him left the house in spore, then the next moment i heard he was being robbed in malaysia. this is like so scary. Luckily he is still alright. i guess he is already in the hospital and going to report to the police...(as if it helps) and the MCA.

everyday there are such cases in malaysia. Student from college got killed, a reporter got killed after her backpack was being snatched (fell onto her back---brain damage), handphones got snatched every moment wherever you are, people got killed with parang knife, girls got kidnapped and raped.......there are juz so many more different crime cases. reading the newspaper is just a torture.

Firstly, it is very obvious that the number of crime cases in msia in increasing tremedously. Secondly, the police are just asking for money money and money. If you are caught speeding, talking on the phone while driving, etc, they will juz ask for 'coffee money'. sometimes they even ask for more if you drive a better car. Thirdly, it is no use calling for the police. There was once when my uncle called for police cos there was a burglar in his house. the police told him " is the burglar still there? if he comes back then tell us." no police will come for help. it is either they don't come or they will arrive very very late. that was what happened recently near my house. one person committed suicide in a car. he set fire and burnt himself. so the neighbours wanted to call for the fire brigade but i think they have to inform the police first. so in the end by the time all of them arrive, the man is dead and the fire has already finished burning. i really dun understand what they are doing? the only time i see many police is during periods near Hari Raya, you will see lots of traffic police around trying to catch people then get more money. Most importantly, even if you report to the police, they will not help you. the only little help we get it from the MCA (malayan Chinese Association). but they do not have much power too.

I really dunno how we can help to save this country. now lesser tourists are visiting the ctry, even malaysians ourselves are scared of staying in the country. even if the terrorists are not trying to bomb us, we ourselves are already being destroyed by our internal corruptions and incompetence. i just feel so sad to say all these things about my country. I love to stay in msia but it is becoming realli unsafe. Now staying in spore, i am realli worried for my family who are in msia.

please bless my family and the country. reduce crime rates, impose strict laws!!!!

2006-09-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

Aya Ueto. her costume in the show. she is really cute!

2006-09-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

Ryo Nishikido...so charming

2006-09-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

Attention Please!

finished another Jap drama called :"attention Please!" it is about life of being a stewardess starring Aya Ueto and Ryo Nishikido. Wow! i love both of them loh. have watched 4 shows by Aya and 3 by Ryo. Love every show they acted. Well the show is not like very very fascinating but i do enjoy watching cos i realli learn more about stewardess. How they actually go through series of exams, their work and how they actually serve on air. i guess the next time when i am on plane, i will pay more attention on how they work. hahaha...

as usual school is boring. nothing exciting... awaiting for more school concert... hopefully i can make it for at least one. all the quizzes are coming next week. sian!!! 2 more weeks and i will have a one week break. wow! can't believe i will be having another break. like what shu rui said, it seems like we have not learn much yet. juz pray hard that this semester will be as peaceful like the previous semesters. oh yah! the result for the INSTEP will be out this week leh. pretty nervous to see my result. *bless me*

2006-09-01T20:43:00.000+08:00

made by mE

haha..finally i am posting up some of the earrings that i have made. Those were the first few that i have created. Now i have more. still making more.... hmm... i am not like selling my creations but if u realli like them, i can make for u. then we tok about the price. hahahah.. sounds so weird. anw this is part of my hobbies now.

Happy Birthday to my forever BEST FRIEND TEH JOE ANN!!!!!

can't believe that you are 20 years old le. we r getting older le. *cries* think u r celebrating with your frens in Perth rite now. must be drinking again. haha....realli miss celebrating with you leh. hope the present that i sent you will reach ur hostel as soon as possible.Take care gal!!!

2006-08-29T01:25:00.000+08:00

"candy"...

2006-08-29T01:24:00.000+08:00

"story of a bear"...

2006-08-29T00:37:00.000+08:00

ah shin -Mayday

tried to write my previous entry in Chinese but i think something is wrong and it seems that it can't be read. Hopefully you guys can see it cos it realli describe how i feel about ah shin from Mayday. wow! got to read his blog and it was realli realli nice. i love reading his articles. wish that i can write out something just like what he did.

well that pic is the necklace that i made last weekend. incorporated the bear into the design cos i was inspired by a design shown on a magazine which i have read long time ago. so decided to try too. shall give a name to this necklace soon. meanwhile i shall just call it "the story of a bear". The other necklace i shall named it as "candy". it really looks like sweets hanging up. hahah.... love it too. wore it for a few times le.

2006-08-29T00:12:00.000+08:00

阿信 - 五月天

http://blog.yam.com/ashin

我真的爱上了他。
我爱上了他的才华。
我爱上了他对音乐的热情。
我爱上了他对生活的看法。
他的点点滴滴。

因为他，我选择用华文写这一篇文章。。。
阅读他的文章让我感觉平静。
心情也随着他的文笔而舒畅多了。

晚安！

2006-08-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

finally!!!

yeSH! FINALLY! after all these weeks of searching, matching and checking, i have finally submitted my application for INSTEP. i must really say that this is wat too troublesome!!! there are just SO many things that have to be done! i am just so happy after clicking on the 'submit' button. whatever happens i think i will just take it easy. if i am offered a uni, i may take it , otherwise i will still be glad that at least i have tried to apply. well dun wanna think of the exchange for another few days before i need to write the essay.

wow i have been so busy since the school start. lab reports, tutorials (though i never really do ), application, japanese dictation.... they juz took up all my time. din have time to blog too. well shall not grumble too much since i was 'craving' for school to start when i was having holiday cos i had been rotting.

well tmr have to go to school in the morning then i shall rush down to ICA to change my student pass address. then i can go shopping for my jewellery charms. realli wanna try and make more necklaces. love the ones made by tzarist. still haven manage to post up my pictures.....*sad* guess i shall wait till i get a new camera. wanna buy Sony T30.

now i am trying to save money and not spend so much. jia you vonnie=)

2006-08-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

tired

i am so tired now. din have enough sleep this few days. think i have been rather busy....but all the time occupied by INSTEP. have been searching high and low for the universities, matching the subjects, send mails to the profs, wait for their replies...go school... do tutorials, lab report!!! oh man!! i am so tired! wan weekend to come soon.

i think my hope of going UK for exchange is vanishing soon cos i can't match the subjects. apparently there is only ONE UK university which i can go for exchange -Newcastle Uni. so sick!! only one!! so now i am left with the Big Brother -US. right, there are many universities ..hopefully i can get one! gonna meet up with my prof to discuss. haiz~ some moments i was tempted to give up on the exchange... but no! i wanna go!! so jia you ok vonnie!!!! *yawns* realli need a break le. cya~!

2006-08-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

school started?

school has juz started on monday. but i dun feel that cos i only attended a 15 min lecture on monday (suppose to be 2 hr)! but yest 3 hrs then today a holiday.... i feel they shd juz start the school next week. now i am back in msia ...haha...cos my mum wans me back for dinner yest night. had a mini party at home.

so tired of doing the add drop thingy and looking for universities to INSTEP. realli hope i can get it. but there r so few universities available for chem engine loh..sian!!! was toking to Christine juz now.. asked for her advises cos she juz came back from GIP in France. can't believe that she attended all her classes in french!!! think she realli had lots of fun there.

made 2 earrings today. now that school has started, i will have less chance to make earrings cos all my equipment will be in msia. i will miss them. haha... still haven manage to take the photos of all the earrings that i have made cos i have lousy camera and photographic skills. gonna create a catalogue out of it. realli envy tzarist...they make realli nice earrings... oh yah my fren gladys sells earrings online too..can check it out..at www.eestilos.blogspot.com.

2006-08-06T01:40:00.000+08:00

3 mths

wow! can't believe that time realli pass so fast! it has been 3 mths without school.school will start again next monday. it will be a tough semester for me cos i overloaded my module. hopefully it will be another exciting semester with lots of surprise and fun. can't wait to see my C25 gang and my lecture mates. missed them quite a bit. it will be a different sem for me cos i have moved out of hall and will stay in my aunt's new hse. love the room too. shall take some pics of it once i finish the decoration.

attempted

i wanted to but i did not manage to do it.
i was afraid of facing the consequences.
they were not predictable.
the dark clouds are going away gradually.
i shall just let them heal by themselves.
dun wanna show it to them. never.

2006-08-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

tears

i cried.
i hate to hear those things.
i understand i should take up the responsibility to solve it...but how?
i am glad to have my sister.
juz hope they can sort out things by themselves.
sometimes i juz feel that i am too weak to take in sad stories.
tears juz flow out so lightly, without me noticing.
i do not wish to take that step again but the thoughts juz haunt me.
i think i should grow up!
give me the courage, i will be strong.

2006-07-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

shopping online

wow i was so happy juz now cos i saw some interesting websites in the magazine. so i decided to check them out. wow! realli love those accessories. beautiful! finally i can look at other websites other than Tzarist. but Tzarist is still very nice....my style of earrings...more ladylike. the websites realli gave me more inspiration ...looking forward to my next jewellery making afternoon. heheehe...tmr!

finally met up with my favourite bunch of gals none other than Joe Ann, Keit Min and Lynn!! hahaha...joe ann came to my hse in the morning and we went down to Tebra City together. i think i looked so shag when she saw me in my hse (before i shower..cos i was slping) so happy to see all of them still the same. hhmmm... some slight changes though. Lynn looked prettier now cos she slimmed down quite a lot and look more girlie..happy for her. the rest of us 3 are still the same though joe ann claimed to gain 4 kg but where did the 4 kg? no idea. she still look as pretty as ever. hahaha..... regretted not bringing my camera. oh yah we went for lunch at Kinsahi and chatted abt our stuff. Lynn told us more abt her life in New York. glad to hear that she is doing great there but New York still seem to be unsafe place for juz a gal (after hearing the 40 yr old incident). then we went for a movie. watched Pirates of the Carribean. It was realli nice...can't wait to catch the 3rd episode!!!!! oh i saw the Spiderman 3 thriller too. WOW!!looks very nice leh...there will be another spiderman too.but the bad guy. is his fren actually...the one whose dad was the bad guy at first and died. whoaa....exciting!

anw i have finally moved hse in spore too. moved to my aunt's new hse. we actually woke up at 3a.m to move hse!!!! cos my aunt is kinda superstitious..then we have to follow the 'good time'. so i only managed to slept for one hr and have to wake up. there were lots of things to do.... pray, clean, tidy, then move. then wait for the new TV, new matresses to arrive. then tidy up the new place. i was so......(x100) tired after everything was done( for my room only!) . i love my room. gonna start decorating next week. now i am back in msia. well looking forward to my new sem in uni..cos i wun be staying in hall! yeah!!! sick of hall..so bored and dirty!

ok gonna slp soon! my sis is still studying...have tests this week. all the best Eva!!!

2006-07-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

yawns

sleepy now...oh man..it is hurting again. hope the pain will go away soon. *cries* anw i tried to take some pictures of those earrings that i have made. unfortunately i think my photographic skills sucks ..well i really have to figure a way to take the pic. my camera is one of the culprits too. it is really getting rusty. can even hear the shutters going "ee....eee..". oh man!! i wanna a new camera. Sony T9 or T30. mum says she will get one for me for my bdae. hope so.

using the new computer now. finally my younger sis got her computer that she has waited long enough. she got this gift from my mum... awarded her for a good results last year. haha... half a year has gone then the computer is here. so my computer is sent for upgrading. gonna get LCD too. *yawns*

still searching for universities for exchange.... realli do hope that i can go for the exchange. *prays* well think gonna sleep soon. good night=)

2006-07-11T16:42:00.000+08:00

The Finale

Italy won!
it was a tough match, dramatic as ever. watched it as i fell asleep..hahah... but woke up when i heard :"Oh man! Zidane got a red card!" i jumped up and watched the replay. "WOW!!!!" my first reaction. i was stunned by his 'head knocking' action. what did that italian do? wat did he say? it must have been sth serious and provoking that cause this about-to-retire man to do such a silly and funny act. finally France lost. however i still think they fought hard. all the teams fought hard. so proud of all of them....including the fans too. they shouted hard.

this season is really dramatic. the only word to describe this season. Rooney, Zidane got kicked out after their incredible actions...so many yellow and red cards given by those referees... Brazil performed badly.... England din realli performed to their best too.... finally everything has ended. the night will become quiet again. no football, no panda eyes. hahaha.... we will have to wait another 4 yrs... heard it will be in South Africa. cool!! how i wish it can be held in Malaysia. haha... i guess it will never happen=(

2006-07-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

Black

sun burnt!!!
this is wat happened to me after the NUEVE camp. my shoulders are so tanned now.... cannot recognise my face too...haha..not so serious lah..but is realli tanned. hope to recover back to my orginal colour in this few days time. the camp was fun. got to know many of my seniors and some from my batch. wow the juniors are very enthu too. surprising this batch has many guys than gals. cos for the past two batches of SCBE students, the number of gals tend to be more than guys. but this year it is the other way round. not bad... i must say. have some cute guys. anw it was juz tiring. fell aslp so many times when i was acting as a dead body. hahahah..... really funny. NUEVE ooh lala!!!

finally i juz managed to find Lynn on msn. shall meet the Merry Gang next week. yeah finally! gonna slp late tonight... World Cup finals!!! Italy vs. France. this is a really realli unexpected group to get into the finals. many pple said that France will win cos the whole match has been fixed. France will win the cup. so sian!

2006-07-03T16:07:00.000+08:00

Hong Kong Trip

So i am now back at home after the wonderful Hong Kong Trip!!!

I realli miss the fun!!! shopping was great. i bought 9 pairs of shoes leh!!! oh man..have high heel some more... haha.... but is for my mum and sis too. Hong Kong is actually like Singapore.... some differences though. Spore has many restrictions, fines. In Spore, we were told to keep to the left on escalator but in HK we have to keep to the right. this certainly made me confused. on my first day there, i kept left then was scolded by my fren..haha... cos there were so many pple behind me waiting to pass through. I actually got sun burnt when i was in Disneyland. on my back. funny loh.... oh i love Victoria Peak. It is really beautiful. we took the tram up to the Peak. It was a little scary but unforgettable. then we ate the expensive meal..but it was worth it.

oh no..i got to rush le. have to shower then leave for the NUEVE camp. i shall blog more about my HK trip when i return home on Friday night. meanwhile take care guys!

2006-06-28T12:31:00.000+08:00

Hong Kong Disneyland

went to the disneyland yesterday for the whole day. it was realli tiring..... not that the place was big ( it is actually very very small compare to the Japan disneyland), i got tired because of the weather! it was so so so HOT! burning man! hot on the outside then when i walked into the shops, it was cold! so the change in temp made me feel so sick. hahahha...

the shows were very nice. one of it is the lion king show. wow the cast can realli sing very very well. then the best part of the whole trip is the fireworks showed at night. wow it was beautiful, sensational! nearly cried..haha...juz kidding. but pls imagine all those beautiful fireworks above the castle, together we all the disney theme songs and characters...all of u must catch it!

well waiting for the clock to count to 1.00p.m cos i need to register for my subjects. come on! pls make it successful for me! ok got to go!!!

2006-06-26T15:09:00.000+08:00

in Hong Kong

hey guess where i am now? HONG KONG!
i am actually testing the internet connection in the hotel cos i have to ensure that i can register my subjects here. haha.. so fun! i look professional when i am inside this center. haha... anw today is my second day in HK. wow... amazingly i have already bought many stuff. bags, shoes... ate many desserts. juz ate a mango pudding from xu liu shan. realli nice! later gg to shop again...then tmr gg to Disney land. realli happy!! Yvonne Sim is in the room now resting... gonna join her soon. well kinda miss my family a little but is ok i will be seeing them on sunday. meanwhile all of u juz take care!!!! *bless u*

England vs Ecuador 1-0
oh man i am so happy for them! actually watched the match in the hotel room! yeap they are one step closer to reaching their aim! just do it k... next match will be playing with Netherlands i think. i will watch too! jia you !!!

2006-06-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

break the jinx

England vs. Sweden 2-2
This is juz too bizarre! I thought 2006 will be the year for the English to break the jinx but it failed. It was a tie. Nevetheless i was happy finally after watching how they played with the Sweden. Finally they are back to themselves though i agree totally that they really shd train up their defensing skills at the corner kicks. my adrenaline gushed madly when i watched every corner kicks from the Swenden cos they almost got in each time they kicked. Impressive! However i was really sad when my favourite soccer player Micheal Owen got injured again!!!! i was totally shocked to see him fell and CRAWLed out by himself. then i saw his disappointing face as he was carried away in the stretcher. really wanna know how he is doing. really hope he can still play in the next match. *pray* i actually teared when he got injured cos.. it was juz too scary seeing the way he fell.

I was really impress with J. Cole, A. Cole and Steven Gerrands' performance. They played so well. impressive performance. and Gerrand scored again!!! yeah he's the MAN! oh yah i did watch spain played that day. stunned by number 9 Torres. He is so cute and good too! till now he has already scored 3 goals in total out of two matches.

tmr i am having senior camp cos the NUEVE camp is coming soon. then this sunday morning going to HK le. hmmm.. quite excited abt the trip but scared too cos my family not gg with me. hope i will come back home safe and sound. oh yah. do hope i can watch the world cup games in HK. very important leh...cos 25th june at 11pm, it is England vs. Ecuador leh..... i must really watch k. bless me! bless England!

ok got to sleep early tonight though i really feel like watching Argentina vs. Netherland. Think it will be a very very exciting match. too bad i have to wake up early tmr leh. sad!

2006-06-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

dilemma

i juz hate to be place in this kind of situation. i need to think and think, think and think. shd i take up the accelerated bachelor programme? mailed my prof to ask him for some advices but he haven reply me. *sad* looking at the diff universities, i really have trouble searching for the courses..oh no! i guess i really have to seek help from my seniors le. save me!!!! really hope i can get the exchange program in UK. *prays*

Crounch + Gerrand

England vs Trinidad 2-0

What a game! i was really excited for this game cos i thought that England will be back to their mighty self this time round and Trinidad, first time in World Cup, should be easy for the England to beat them with a 4-0. BUT!!!!!! i was WRONG! wat is wrong with them?? they played slowly, passing the balls around, din let the trinidad players touched the ball, BUT they still failed to put in those goals. 7 times from Lampard and they failed. SO many chances for Crounch and his small head and long legs din manage to do so too. My Owen .....still not performing. i think he has not fully recovered since his injury. have not played for a long long time. like wat the commentator has said, World Cup is juz not a place for you to improve yourself slowly. You will have to perform once you are in the first match till the last match! so poor Owen is back to the bench again, and this time ROONEY is back. the English fans were screaming so loud for Rooney loh... at first i thought, does it help? but yah...it did! i think coach Swen changed his strategy as he changed 3 players. finally they scored at the very end! i should say that the credit of the first goal shd go to beckham and not Crouch. Beckham sent such a brillant ball to Crouch, he SHD have hit it in. the 91th minute was amazing!!! The MAN!! Gerrand. Wat a goal!!!! i have seen him scoring such brillant goals during the FA cup finals when he played for LIverpool. thank God! they won! at last!

i guess the change of players really helped a lot. juz pray hard that the coach will maintain this in the match with Swenden. oh yah!!

haha..i actually caused my whole family to wake up when i shouted YES!!!! when they scored. hahhahaha...oops! i dun mean it but i was juz TOO RELIEVED after seeing how they played.

2006-06-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

World Cup Fever

The third day of world cup...i must say that it started off well with Germany versus Costa Rica...However i juz dislike watching a match where there are so many goals.... 4-2. watched my favourite England last night. i must say honestly that i was really disappointed with the play especially the strikers. i am so glad there was at least one goal at the 3rd minute though it was that Paraguay guy who knocked it in. All thanks to David Beckham wonderful free kick too. i was so excited for the first half, shouting and screaming ...but when the second half started i started to curse.... Owen got switched, Crouch continue playing lousily, Gerrand great job, Robinson strong kick into the air *grins*, Lampard can do better, Joe Cole amazed, Rooney sitting at the bench......Well the Mexico referee is SOSOSOSOSO fussy about everything, i suspect he hates tall man... have been warning Crouch so many times. thank GOd, they still won the match. hope my dad is right about England's strategy...play lousy at first then perform excellently as the time goes by. may they be the CHAMPION! so wanna see BRAZIL vs. ENGLAND in the finals. my two favourites!!!

2006-06-10T17:00:00.000+08:00

-My Childhood Days-

we are juz so cute. me together with my dearest cousin yin yin, yusuke and my baby sister Eva.

2006-06-05T02:14:00.000+08:00

still

2.41a.m
i only hear the wind blowing (from the standing fan), the clicking sound as i type, everyone is sleeping. BUT i dun feel like sleeping....

it has been a month since my final paper and the result is releasing on the 6th. have to plan my new timetable as well. juz hate to do this. the worse thing is i will be in HK on the day which i have to register my timetable. *stares!* what should i do? *crack~*

there are so many things that i have to accomplish before school starts again but i have yet to complete even one. how lazy can a person be. *imagine* i am starting to hate myself......."come on von! you have many things to do! stop lying on the sofa and slack! stop watching the DVDs!......" (the words coming from my mind as i continue to watch the TV) *pathetic* on one hand i am scolding myself, on the other hand i am still doing that. guess there are really ANGEL and DEVIL in me. shall list wat i wanna accomplish...

feel like changing my blogskin and put in more cool stuff...but i am not realli pro at it! can somebody pls teach me=)

oh yah i finally get to meet up with Wai Fu and Brenda a week ago. as usual Wai Fu told us lame jokes, Brenda as bubbly as before and me.... always listening. The three of us became good frens after AB Camp when we were in JC2. wow! i really missed the days where we meet up in KFC near AJ and discuss about all the camp details. ordered a huge coke and shared among all the instructors. then studied together when the exams were round the corner. i realli treasure this friendship that we have. so i am really glad to see that both of them are doing great in their life now. speaking of JC, i miss 01 gals too. gonna meet up with them soon.!

1) tidy my room
2) cut my hair
3) paint
4) meet my frens
5) go back CCDC and see all my kids!!! (miss JOEY! REGINA!)
6) change my blogskin if i can find a nice one
7) move to my cousin's new house!!
8) finish reading my 3 books
................................................................
oh man the list goes on.

it is so quiet now!! juz love peaceful nights....especially when i was in hall. no noise, cool breeze from the window..... comforting.

World Cup is starting this Friday . i am rather excited to watch all the matches. My forever favourite ENGLAND and MICHEAL OWEN!!! i hope that England can at least get into top 4 this time. they really have a fantastic team this year. pray hard that Rooney can recover by this week. i am not gg to let the Argentina or Swenden beat us down!! i hate ARGENTINA!!!! was asking dad juz now.." do you think s. Korea can get into second round?" he said "nah!" oops! wat do you think? well.....i still hope they can get in cos i love the spirits of Koreans!! (singing the popular cheer from Korea....ahh..KO-RE-A...ahh..KO-Re-A.nd hands together..) haha... love it! still rmb the time that me and my younger sis drew the England and Japan flags on our faces and hands.... (last world cup) it was fun! you all should watch how i shout when i watch the penalty! MAD!!! and how i scold the referee for giving my England team a yellow card and how i curse the opposite team for tripping the England players. haha....

k...think i have type a whole junk of all the things in my brain right now. and it is 3.13a.m now. gonna sleep le. Good Night!!

2006-05-17T12:42:00.000+08:00

FA Cup

finally i have the time to sit in front of the TV and watch my favourite soccer match! i got to know that the TV was showing the FA Cup finals till my dad told me. so i watched! wow! was so excited! shouted so loud that my mum scolded me. hahah.... guess i am warming up before the World Cup.haha... the score was 3-3 with cute Gerrand scoring 2 goals for liverpool. then it was extra time..then PENALTY! oh my god! my heart juz beat so fast when i watch a penalty match. it is really very exciting leh.... then LIVERPOOL WON!!! i was so happy! i mean they have been rather disappointing for a while and now they have finally won another cup! so happy for them! haiz~ i juz miss watching Owen in Liverpool.

2006-05-09T00:48:00.000+08:00

The beautiful scenery...

2006-05-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

See what's in the centre? dead fishes, prawns, etc..

2006-05-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

the house which i mentioned earlier. if i can, i wanna paint it with colours!

2006-05-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

realli shocked when i saw this pic! great photography skills!

2006-05-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

this is the one of the pictures taken from the balcony of the house. so beautiful!!

2006-05-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

home sweet home

yeah! finally i am back in home. actually for many days le...(juz lazy to blog cos i am stuck to the TV) so now i am enjoying my holidays . oh yah...i went to 四湾岛 on sunday and stayed till monday. wow..it was really enjoyable. we stayed at a bungalow which is near the sea. it was amazing....cos the scenery is juz so beautiful. took a few pics, shall post them next time. actually the bungalow is built by my uncle. not my real uncle lah.... my childhood fren's uncle. haha... long story. ok yah... so we decided to go over there to have our holiday. bbq, play majong, played monopoly....haha... was fun. my parents even went to see how the fishermen catch the fishes and prawns. too bad i was sleeping like a pig and could not wake up. haha... as usual. juz love that place. i told my mum i wanna built such a hse next time when i retire=) that hse is juz like the hse in winter sonata...haha... not as nice but look alike. juz love it=)

well.... may not be posting so often now cos i am back in home. wanna slack=)

2006-04-27T14:46:00.000+08:00

Yvonne, YOUR song is Every Breath You Take

Romantic and soulful, it's no surprise your signature song is just as sweet as you are. When it comes to a night on the town, we'd guess you'd rather enjoy a candlelit dinner for two or a low-key night hanging out with friends than a wild party or chaotic club.And while your signature song may not bring the house down, it never fails to inspire that loving feelin' in everyone. That's why it's so perfect for you a big-hearted person like you who's always thinking of others. So, keep it up. It's nothing short of breathtaking!

2006-04-27T14:37:00.000+08:00

i am RED!

Your true color is Red!
Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

What's Your True Color?
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2006-04-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

sick

sick of exams,
sick of cup noodles,
sick of studying,
sick of my notes,
sick of not able to go home,
sick of thermodynamics,
sick of all the chim terms that i can't understand,
sick of reading things that upset me,
sick of seeing pple hurt their own body,
i dislike such feelings.

happy

happy to be alive,
happy to have many wonderful frens,
happy to have a loving family,
happy to be in school,
happy to know that i aspire others,
happy to have worked in Cambridge Child Care centre,
happy to be a malaysian,
happy that i have a dream,
happy that i am going Hong Kong this holiday,
happy that i have traveled to many places,
happy that i can play netball,
happy that i can dance ballet,
happy that i can play piano,
happy that i still have the passion to learn new things,
happy that no matter how sick i feel, i know i can oversome them it,
happy to be who i am.

i guess living in this world just make me feel really fortunate. so i really discourage some people out there to hurt their own bodies. i have a few frens that cut themselves, injured their wrists, etc. some of them have changed. i am glad to hear that. but some continue. this morning i was reading a blog, somebody whom i dunno. he posted some pictures of him. his wrists... were carved with a chinese character "死" meaning die and there were other words too. i was very sad reading his blog. in his blog, he wrote many things about himself, how he feel abt his own life. it was saddening. he never felt good about himself, he feels inferior, ugly, lonely, depress, fat, discriminated, etc. then i read the tagboard in his blog. there were many tags of encouragement for him. pple giving their advices for him, encouragement, love and support. i wanted to tag as well, but i realised that i do not know what to say. i really want him to brace up and feel good about himself. but i just dunno how to put them down. haiz~ i guess i am juz not good at counselling. nevetheless i think i will try. he said that he dun have frens..but i hope he will realise that those who tagged in his blogs are pple whom care for him.

加油吧！活着是幸福的。这世界是美丽的！

2006-04-20T04:48:00.000+08:00

the bag and the earrings

2006-04-20T04:26:00.000+08:00

study study study

it is 4.26a.m now and i am still awake. have been studying since 2p.m in the afternoon till now. slacked for a while in between. this is making me crazy! juz cannot understand the phase diagram. dun understand why some pple can create such things to TORTURE us! it doesn't help at all! eutectic, peritectic, hypereutectic...these are alien to me. murder me!

well enough of grumbling, sth happy today. finally i received my earrings from tzarist. realli impressed by the punctuality of the gals. they said the earrings will reach me on wed and it did. so i realli recommend those who are interested to buy the earrings to realli go and get them. no regrets...cos they are realli trustworthy! efficient! and...the happiest thing is i FINALLY received my Le Coq Sportif (aka chicken bag) all the way from Japan. aunt sent it a week ago and finally it has reached my house. mum called me and told me that the bag looks nice. can't wait to be back at home. realli happy that i finally get this bag... had been searching high and low for it but it seemed that the bag and i have no fate to meet. so i had to search online and found that there is only one distributor in southeast asia and is in Japan, Kyoto. so the fanatic me, asked my aunt to help me order the bag. so she agreed! love my aunt man....wat a long story! 4.35a.m now.

feeling really cold right now. i guess this is the common feeling one will have in the middle of the night. cold, lonely, hungry and sleepy..... everyone is sleeping now. i shall sleep too. goodnight....or 'good morning'.

2006-04-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

Aya from One litre of tears. very pretty and sweet gal. can somebody translate the Jap words for me? =)

2006-04-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

Yuan Zhuo

my mum juz called me and told me that yuan zhuo finally replied my letter. He is actually my student from kindergarden. haha.. surprised? actually his mum helped him to write lah...obviously rite. yup! my mum told me the content of the letter, seemed like he is doing well but getting playful..haha... but her mum seemed to be very tired of her life. hmmm.. she wrote in the letter that she could not cope with her job as a housewife. hmmm... guess i gonna think hard on how to reply her. gonna make her feel happier . i was a bit touched when she said that she was very glad to know a young, cheerful and optimistic gal. wow! realli feel happy that somebody appreciate my effort.

juz like Aya in one litre of tears, i hope i can have the courage that she has, that cheerful personality, the never-give-up attitude. I guess i realli learnt a lot from her. oh man...i really wanna buy the diary that is written by Aya. i always feel that i am very fortunate to live the life that i have right now. like what Aya said :" It is wonderful to be alive."

finished 4 papers up till now..have 3 more papers waiting for me. realli hope 28th April to come soon. Jia you k!

2006-04-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

one litre of tears

finally i finished watching ''one litre of tears". this is a really really nice, meaningful and encouraging show. i think everyone shd watch this show. pls if u r given the chance to watch, do watch!

this show is about 15 yr old gal who diagnosed to be suffering from a disease (spinocellular degeneration disease..sth like that). she will start to lose her ability to walk, write, talk, etc. this is a real life story! despite all her disabilities, she continue to overcome all her fears and obstacles, living with confident and helping others. this show not only show us the way she led her life to the fullest, it projects the role of every member in her family, her friends, her lover. they too, played important roles in making the whole show so touching. i ended up crying from episode 3 till the final episode 11. red swollen eyes with very touched heart.

i learn from the show that if you had to give up ur dream (with no choice), do let some other person to help u fulfill it. there is nothing wrong with falling down because you will be fine once you stand up. you may not know but actually every bit that you do, every word that you say, every action that you make, affect the people around you. i always feel that family is very important..and this show realli shows wat a true family shd be! juz love the ikeuchi family!

oh yah...i have placed a new link on the right side. www.tzarist.com. gals out there do go and take a look. there are many pretty earrings, bracelets and necklances that you can buy. i am gg to get 2 of them. guys... buy for your gf. haha... juz love the earrings.

2006-04-13T18:29:00.000+08:00

the end of organic

juz had my 2nd paper which is the paper i fear the most-----ORGANIC CHEMISTRY.....there are many reasons why i am so...afraid of this paper...

1) too many eqns to memorise
2) too many information required
3) my lecturers are mad, they like to set tough questions
4) the list goes on....

BUT! i conquered it juz like F maths! haha....finished doing the paper though could not do many of them. but at least it is already over. do hope i can pass. now i shall conquer the rest then...2 down and 5 more to go.....wanna 28th of April to come soon! gonna play play and play after that!

ok i shall rest well for the time being and start work in the later of the night. tata~

2006-04-07T19:09:00.000+08:00

decision made

after 2 days of continuos tests, i have finally made the decision. i shall follow my family to Gunung Ledang. hope i wun regret! will have lots of food to eat...gg malacca and tangkak. shall try my best to study over there too! hahaha..if the rest dun disturbed me...

having a slight headache now.... was at city square juz now waiting for my sis to fetch me. there was a PC fair. at first mum told me to help my younger sis to look for a desktop, but i ended up looking at the cool laptops and mp3 players. hahha... and i saw the Zen Vision that Ah Ne recommended. it is realli good leh..i mean there are lots of functions and can store 30GB leh! but it is rather expensive leh. cost RM1299. wow....shall consider it for the time being. wanna get it cos the thumbdrive that my sis bought for me is spoilt le.

ok shall try my best to study tonight! gd luck vonnie!!

2006-04-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

fuZZy wuZZy

geline told us many jokes during lunch today. was so funny... realli like my class cliques..always have fun when i am with them. so lucky to be in the same class as them. love C25!

oh man! organic chem quiz was terrible! studied so much for all the reactions, by in the end i still can't do! wat's wrong with organic chem? haiz~ i am so....panic right now...the final organic chem paper will be on next thur loh. a wk from now!! so many to memorise! my brain is juz not big enough to occupy all these. somebody save me! tmr have another quiz on material science. heard it is gg to be challenging.... haiz~ gonna crack my brain again!

my family is gg to Gunung Ledang this weekend... dunno whether i shd follow them! realli scared i cannot finish studyin....but sometimes i think studying and studying is juz too tired. shd i juz go there and relax before fighting the final battle. i mean i realli prefer a life that i can relax..go on my own pace... do all the things that i wan. staying with my family is the most important of all. well, only studying will make me go mad rite. ok dunno wat i am writing....think this maybe a symptom of becoming bonkers. heh! well shall make a decision by tmr!

to all my frens out there who are in the same situation as me,
jia you k!!

vonnie! love yah!

2006-04-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

rainy days

the weather is so cooling now..especially after a heavy rain. wat a nice weather to sleep but i have to study. listening to different songs sang by the superstars. yesterday it was the finals for campus superstar. it rocks man! i am not being kiddish but i realli enjoyed watching singing competition. i screamed my lungs out when the results were announced. my favourites teresa and zhi yang got champion. realli satisfied with the results. then zhi yang got the overall champion. he was so...... GOOD!!! so cute too. he realli sang very well for all 4 songs. he realli deserved the title.

sian! have to go back to study. not gg to school tmr. shall spend my whole day mugging. jia you vonnie!

2006-03-28T16:02:00.000+08:00

Chocolate is girlish?

i have never thot of chocolate as girlish. but today during my organic lecture, my lecturer said that chocolate is girlish and is meant for gals only! how funny can it be! do u all agree with him? tag me the reply then. haha....

anw Jo Ann came to bunk in last night. miss her now..haha.. though i was busy studying for my test, it was fun to have her ard. glad that she is doing alright now. must come again next time k....

haiz~ have to go back to study again! how miserable can my life be? realli wanna take a break from all this. gonna plan my Taiwan or Australia trip! xin and jo ann let's go together k! tata~

2006-03-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

Monday

went out most of the time during my weekend. cut my hair, went to manicure with mummy, went for movie with my family, went Gym then dinner outside .... din do any of my work! haha.. but i juz love this kind of life. no stress, no worry, juz have fun! but this kind of feeling seldom last long. Today is back to normal. STUDY! this week have lots of things to do... project, tutorials, study tests...

was watching the superstar show juz now. wow! i was realli impressed by Zhi Yang and Teresa's performance. They really sang very well. But i was most impressed by Zhi Yang. The judges were right, i felt like marrying him at the moment when he was singing. realli touched my heart. realli hope he will win the competition. ok back in hall le... need to start my project le! tata!

2006-03-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

me and Ashley at CBE Bash. in Newsroom Bar!

2006-03-16T19:42:00.000+08:00

poked by the cactus when taking this photo!! haha...( i can still smile!)

2006-03-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

Hall Nite

Surprisingly Hall Nite was fun! Had fun with denise, pei xin and Hui Hui too, a pity that xin can't join us. wow there were lots of food man...candy floss, rice, bee hoon, sandwiches, sausages, ice-cream, vondue, etc... realli a lot as compared to the usual blk supper. we even have the dunking machine! kinda feel that hall 11 is a one big family. enjoyed the performance by Jam Band and Dance too. the dance was nice! good job Swan! You've danced realli well! guess they realli did put in lots of effort. realli reminded me of council dance. juz miss dancing. realli enjoyed all the dances that jer Shuan (is that how to spell his name? wat ever!) taught us.

Then we have to practise so many times and perform in front of our seniors during elects camp.... BLINDFOLDED too! danced during orientation, during the exchange programme for the Canadians....etc. lots of wonderful memories from council. i juz miss all my close frens from council. rmb the times i danced Mambo with xin , candy and with Brenda. dun think i dance with a guy before. haha... maybe with vineson... miss ballet too. haven wear my point shoes and dance before. guess they are gg to get dusty real soon.

oh man..exam is coming realli soon... and so is my long holiday. anyone out there wanna go Australia or any other place (oversea) with me??? tell me k!

2006-03-14T14:21:00.000+08:00

miss my 'ah gong'

last sat vm had our last event. we brought the elderly out to frog farm, food factory and tea chapter. i thought it will be boring but i guess it turned out otherwise. holding their arms reminded me of the times i held my ah gong's arm when he was walking. their skin are so tender and soft. when i saw all of them in the bus, i juz miss my ah gong. some of the elderly are actually very chicky...haha... made the frog farm trip more interesting (though the frogs are so disgusting!!!)

going back home during the weekend was so comfortable and relaxing. i juz love my room, my bed and my family. slept so comfortably on my bed, with air-con. sad thing is my jie is sick. has lots of ulcer in her throat. it was so painful for her to swallow anything. realli hope she can get well soon.

2006-03-09T01:21:00.000+08:00

it happened again

i guess i am juz stupid that i din learnt my lesson yesterday. i shd be smart enough to expect that the same old thing will happen again. i thought i shd give them hope...but i was wrong.... they cannot be cured from that 'disease'. it realli hurt me badly.... realli glad i have xin and fatty gal to tok to! i guess i am juz too easy going...am i? shd i be fiercer? i dun realli know whether u know i am angry with u but i realli am. u r still my fren after all.... but pls change this bad habit.

2006-03-07T15:04:00.000+08:00

disappointed

i realli hate this kind of feeling.... wanted to go out today cos i end school at 12.30p.m but apparently everyone is not free. my dear cousin has test tmr and my frens have to do the stupid project. we agreed to go out yesterday but suddenly they all have to do project. i was rather angry and disppointed. i dun understand why pple like to give fake promises. if u cannot go , juz dun promise anything!!! i mean ok this is juz a small case but i juz hate pple to do that!

i dun understand why u r so obsess with that game..realli ... maybe u r not aware of it, but i realli think that this is juz too much. dun u noe u have neglected many things? i am not stopping u to play but can u juz control?

well i guess today is juz a bad day for me.... hate this!!!

2006-03-01T01:23:00.000+08:00

in K Box...the informal pic

2006-03-01T01:19:00.000+08:00

the birthday boy with cream on his face!

2006-03-01T01:18:00.000+08:00

me and Trina resting our throats...

2006-03-01T01:15:00.000+08:00

our grp photo taken in Billy Bomber!

2006-03-01T01:06:00.000+08:00

Love C25

Happy Birthday Guan Hong a.k.a Ah Ne!!!
Guess all of us had fun today. ate Billy Bombers, sang our lungs out in K Box... resulting in throat -ache now!! oh man... it is unbearable! but who cares! i had FUN!... finally ....after that terrible organic chem quiz... shall upload the pics soon.... meanwhile juz look at a few of them ...

2006-02-18T15:12:00.000+08:00

Yvonne and Shi Yin

2006-02-18T14:47:00.000+08:00

For my cousin, Shi Yin a.k.a Fatty Gal

"Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You.
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday,
Happy Birthday to YOU!" (imagine i am singing to you k)

This is actually a late entry cos your birthday was yesterday. Nevetheless i must write this entry for you! i was looking for a card for you yesterday.. but apparently i could not find one that i realli like. So i decided i shall write my words to you in my blog. and guess what i am realli sleepy right now cos i din have enough sleep after yesterday's happening bash.

Thank You for coming to my School Bash yesterday night! it was realli fun especially having you around to 'protect' me. haha....as if you did!
Hey cousin, hope you realli enjoyed the celebration yesterday and the presents that i gave you!

Words to you...
Juz wanna tell you that i am realli very very happy to have you as my cousin, my listener, my consultant, my best fren, my teacher, my guide, my sister, my shopping mate, etc. (too many) Since young, we have been playing together. From playing in the "le fang" to having singing contest in the office, we had fun. I am realli glad to have another person in the family who share the same experiences as me... as in studying in Singapore, playing netball. guess it is not easy for us to study in a foreign country since 7 years old, but we did. With all your help and teachings, i have grown up. Same to you. Now, you are a mature, pretty young lady who inspires to become a teacher. I do think that you will be a very good one, respectable and lovable.

Continue to be who you are, my forever, dearest COUSIN!

-from the bottom of Yvonne's Heart-

2006-02-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

SIAN!!!

life sucks with exams!!! have been studying since noon... studying maths!! oh man!! juz hate vectors lah. hate it since JC when Andy Quek taught us. could not realli understand the concepts. and now!!! vector is back again.... harder! this week i have two tests, on thursday and friday! SUCKS!!!

nevetheless there is still sth great abt this week cos is my DEAREST COUSIN's BIRTHDAY! oh man! gonna celebrate with her on friday at newsroom bar. first time gg to tat place , hopefully it will be nice especially with all my frens there. Actually our CBE bash is held there so i asked many frens to come and have fun. yvonne sim coming too with 4 of her frens! cousin bringing lots of frens too... and C25! saturday gg to meet joe ann and keit min! yeah!

was hanging my clothes juz now when i saw an aeroplane in the sky! it was realli beautiful. i juz love aeroplanes! i love pilots! haha... i once said that if i had to go to the army, i will join the airforce! cool rite! k i am dreaming... cos i am realli very sick of my notes now....

alone in hall...

2006-02-11T00:51:00.000+08:00

Love Roses!!! especially the pink ones!

2006-02-11T00:48:00.000+08:00

Hey look at the tomatoes behind both of us!!!

2006-02-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

Eva and Me at Cactus Valley!

2006-02-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

Picture took at Genting. Nicole is so cute!!!

2006-02-10T00:59:00.000+08:00

touched

wow! i was realli realli touched by the show, "i no stupid"! like what i heard from the rest, this movie is indeed a funny, touching and FANTASTIC one! can u imagine i have to laugh till i have stomachache, cry till my eyes are swollen, nose blocked, haha.... highly recommended movie! wanna watch it again with my family. but the unfortunate thing was while laughing n crying... i smelled something smelly!! the person sitting beside me FARTED! OH MY GOD! THREE TIMES! i regretted not saying it laughing :" wow, who fart? so smelly!" can't he control....haha..... then there was a child sitting behind giving comment loudly...."money money, so hard!" luckily this movie is worthwhile to watch!

k i am so tired now..eyes are half open..k nitez!~

2006-02-07T21:07:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year

"xin nian kuai le!" yeAH! finally it is New Year. had a great time back i Tangkak. then went to cameron highland and GEnting. surprisingly the weather was very very cold in both places. last year i remembered i can juz wear normal,casual clothes when i was in genting but this year, without a jacket, it will be freezing cold!

well Cameron Highland was fun... relaxing. ate lots of strawberries and 'fan su dan'... shopped at the pasar malam...nice place to go. but the coach ride was terrible.... wanted to puke throughout the whole journey.

now back to normal..... SCHOOL! so sick of it... i am in hall now.. studying for my test tmr. i am so getting lazy... lagging behind with lectures and tutorials.... haiz~ tired...wanna go for a long long break. realli wan May to come quickly!!!

2006-01-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

Le Coq Sportif

Oh man i am so in love with this brand nowadays! went to search for that bag the whole day though it was pouring heavily! in the end i only manage to get an umbrella which i realli need one that day if not i will be drenched! finally found the distributor online and guess wat it is in Japan, Osaka. so....think skinned me...asked my aunt who lives in Japan to get one for me. thanks 'si yi'!

can u believe this. today is only the 3rd wk of school, and the Lei Yu (my biochem lecturer) announced that there will be a quiz next week. how wonderful can my life be in university! quiz after quiz. it will juz be the beginning cos more will be coming after chinese new year. However, i can't wait for CNY to come. wanna realli go out to enjoy myself. breathe in the fresh air in cameron highland, try my luck to smuggle into the casino in Genting. But i will have to miss three days of lessons.

had a mysterious dream last night......but dun realli remember much of it.

2006-01-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

November's Chopin

juz bought the CD. must realli comment on this album. i think this is the best album Jay has done. almost the whole album is nice!! love 'hei se mao yi' the most! i can listen to it for many times and still wun get sick. Good Job Jay! the photos are very nice too. recommend all u pple out there to get this album. Support good music=) dun buy pirated ones k!

2006-01-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

A New Year Begins...

wow so long never update le...cos i went back home and wanted to slack...so din online for the past few days. lessons resume today..had organic lecture this morning, then went back room to settle my lappie then went to JP with shi yin and xin.

hmm.. so how did i celebrate Christmas and New Year? i had a party at home on Christmas Eve...had fun chatting with Joe Ann and Keit Min...drank vodka! then New Year i went to Kota Tinggi to watch FIREFLIES! wow it was worth seeing them. the trees realli looked like Christmas tree with light bulbs. i am so looking forward to Chinese New Year!

2005-12-23T12:26:00.000+08:00

Kids' World

well the 3-day camp is finally over. it passed realli fast though it realli tired me out every night. guess this time round as a programmer, i din get many chances to interact with the kids but nevetheless a few of them did attracted me to take their pics. haha... there is a little boy , 8 yrs old. his name is guan ming.... he is so... cute loh... and very shy! haha... very cute lah... juz cannot resist cute kids. well the event ended ina good note though there were parts that are realli messy. i guess i enjoyed the camp this time... got to know the vm pple better... looking forward for the chalet next year. hope we will have fun.

oh yah.. today is 23rd of December..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE!!! oh man you are finally 19 years old! i am gg to see u in another 6 hrs time..haha...gonna celebrate your bdae with u. hey gal realli glad that u r in the same course as me... u realli helped me a lot man! if u r reading this, i juz wanna tell u that u must take good care of urself k... dun over stress urself. jia you=)

Christmas is coming soon!!! yeah... dunno wat the rest bought for me... later gg to get presents for my mum, papa and sis. still dunno wat to buy leh... oh no! tmr there will be a party at my hse!! gonna have fun!!!

2005-12-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

a happy day

oh man! i am happy today! first of all, we won the basketball match today against Hall 15! so our hall managed to get into the quarterfinals. i heard from rong shan that last few years we din get into quarterfinals before leh.... hahaha.. Swan was damn happy! anw i saw hall 1 played with hall 6.. they are so good man! oh yah.. watching the hall 1 players always remind me of ian and ralvin. they looked like the 2 players in hall 1. hahah.. miss the westwood gals leh!.. realli dun have time to go and see their training. sorry gals!

oh the second happy thing is that i got back my results! i got 2A, 3A- and 1B+. wow i was so surprised cos i thought i will get all B loh. {a pat on my shoulder} well done von!

went to shop for christman pressies juz now. din get to buy all that i wan. but nvm i still have 23rd! oh yah tmr is the first day of Kids' World camp! rather excited to see all the children. hope they are as cute as my kids in cambridge! good luck for the camp...hope everything will run well for the 3 days!

2005-12-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

100 plus

drinking 100 plus right now while listening to xin's CD (cross). realli nice album. my feet are aching right now. my right wrist has a large blue black... these are the result of playing volleyball. have been losing my games since monday. lost bball, netball and today volleyball. is ok, we shall fight back in the next game. shall not give up.

din regret joining IHG cos i met many new frens. now i am growing to love my hall cos there are realli many nice pple around. every IHG, there will be frens to support us, cheer us, encourage and provide us with drinks. the good players will help the others, the guys who are good at volleyball n basketball will always be there to train the gals. thank you all ! Hall 11 jia you!!!

oh i finally bought a mop for my room. cleaned my room juz now! yeap=) xin we have a new mop finally! shall go ikea one day.. realli wanna get sth ...still dunno wat to buy. maybe a table? a chair? a cupboard? hmm... no idea. juz wanna take a look.

2005-12-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

red swollen arms

this is the result of the intensive volleyball training juz now. oh man! thot it was a light training but it ended up as an intensive one!! the vball male captain came to train us. it was realli tiring cos i actually had bball match in the morning and wsc meeting straight after. wat a 'fruitful' day today =(

GOOD NEWS! our bball team won Hall 14 today! in fact we trashed them 42-4! it was a great fight gals! hope friday's nteball match will be as good as this game. but the sad thing is our bball captain , Swan , injured her knee. think she may not be able to continue playing for the next few matches leh! there goes my partner for GK and GD. hope she will get well soon! Swan jia you!!